Why do we miss a person?

It is either because we realize that we never treasured the moments when they were always there and it left us wishing we could turn back time again or we were too happy with them, we enjoyed every single moment that we became so used to the idea of having them around.

For me, most of the time it was happy being around you, maybe you think likewise, i don't know. But after the day, i realise, i meant nothing to you. Not even worth you spending a few mins to text & say happy birthday.

Only a year and things changed so much, this shows how vulnerable our friendship is. & i'm after all this while, your hot & cold attitude really make me unsure where i stand with you. I wish you would let me know where i am in your life.